Can someone tell me how How do I get out of this How do I get out of this How do I get out of this Can someone tell me how How do I get out of this How do I get out of this How do I get out of this Cause I hear them calling me I hear them calling me I hear them calling me I hear them calling me I hear them calling me I hear them calling me I hear them calling me I hear them calling me

Calling me Calling me Calling me I don’t know how to escape from this nightmare Should I cut my throat like tanjiro Lil bitch I ain’t your hero though I ain’t midoriya alright I fight my demons all night Do this shit with all my might But either way they’re coming around me I don’t know What the fuck I’ll be alright Endless battles I can’t fight my shadow no Endless battles I might just unravel hoe Deep denial My problems in denial (yea) Endless shadows I can’t run from my shadows no It’s so dark that I can’t see Im so blind everything out reach And if so I try to go Halo halo reach I go I go I think I can be anything I wanna be I tell myself sometimes The darkness is dragging me right at my feet Dragging me down As I’m going sinker under Won’t someone save me from this fate That’s something I wonder Endless battles I can’t fight my shadow no Endless battles I might just unravel hoe Deep denial My problems in denial (yea) Endless shadows I can’t run from my shadows no Endless battles I can’t fight my shadow no Endless battles I might just unravel hoe Deep denial My problems in denial (yea) Endless shadows I can’t run from my shadows no Mary Jane won’t you distract me You and Lucy D help set me free At least for a night I can escape reality And escape the fact I’m losing my sanity And it’s all in my brain Dark side of me Darth Bane Won’t you just execute order 66 numb my pain Yeah won’t you end my pain that’s inside my brain (yea) Thanos got me in a headlock call it twist of fate (yea) Endless battles I can’t fight my shadow no Endless battles I might just unravel hoe Deep denial My problems in denial (yea) Endless shadows I can’t run from my shadows no Endless battles I can’t fight my shadow no Endless battles I might just unravel hoe Deep denial My problems in denial (yea) Endless shadows I can’t run from my shadows no

Yea uh Ready to die Sometimes I’m living a lie Tunes a doctor the master of disguise Four eyes Voices in my head they’re telling me to take my own I got the knife to my neck and now I’m thinking of why Why should I stay here when I feel like it’s the end of time Apocalypse now and I still don’t know how I still got voices in my head Tell me to end it all now I got the gun up to my head I’m bout to clock clock and pow I haven’t done it yet cause I’m still tryna figure it out I haven’t done it yet cause I’m still tryna find my way out Studio night Call that a beautiful nightmare You know I fight demons all night and I’m never scared They talk to me in my sleep and I’m talking back to them still I guess that’s why my psychiatrist giving me all these pills Are they working Tell me are they working You know I’ve been up all night From 12 to 6 in the morning Hallucinations might come but I’m used to it Feeling like Michael Jackson bad when I’m loosing it Voices in my head they’re telling me to take my own I got the knife to my neck and now I’m thinking of why Why should I stay here when I feel like it’s the end of time Apocalypse now and I still don’t know how I still got voices in my head Tell me to end it all now I got the gun up to my head I’m bout to clock clock and pow I haven’t done it yet cause I’m still tryna figure it out I haven’t done it yet cause I’m still tryna find my way out I’m in a nightmare It’s a lucid nightmare I remember every demon coming and I’m not scared I remember every demon tryna kill me not scared I die in all my dreams I wake up and I’m always scared And the anxiety mixed with the depression You know that I’m smoking all my trees for Introspection You know that I’m smoking all my trees for self reflection High as fuck all day but know I cannot say shit Voices in my head they’re telling me to take my own I got the knife to my neck and now I’m thinking of why Why should I stay here when I feel like it’s the end of time Apocalypse now and I still don’t know how I still got voices in my head Tell me to end it all now I got the gun up to my head I’m bout to clock clock and pow I haven’t done it yet cause I’m still tryna figure it out I haven’t done it yet cause I’m still tryna find my way out

Can everything just be quiet All these Voices in my head can it be quiet All these sounds bounce around Can it be quiet Can I get a peace of mind Can it be quiet Voices in my head I wish it could be quiet All these sounds bounce around Can it be quiet Can I get a peace of mind Can it be quiet All these voices in my head Can it be quiet Just be quiet yea Paralax talk to me In my dreams Reminds me Of all my fears Roll up my trees They disappear Until I find silence Deafening silence Until I find silence Deafening silence Silent echoes reappear The duality They give me those symphonies But the pain never ending Until I find silence Deafening silence Until I find silence Deafening silence Can everything just be quiet All these Voices in my head can it be quiet All these sounds bounce around Can it be quiet Can I get a peace of mind Can it be quiet Voices in my head I wish it could be quiet All these sounds bounce around Can it be quiet Can I get a peace of mind Can it be quiet All these voices in my head Can it be quiet Just be quiet yea Ok life You win I give in Won’t just let me medicate With my prescription Won’t just let me ruminate Through whats in my head Until I find silence Deafening silence Deafening Deafening silence Until I find silence Deafening silence Deafening Deafening silence Until find silence Deafening silence Can everything just be quiet All these Voices in my head can it be quiet All these sounds bounce around Can it be quiet Can I get a peace of mind Can it be quiet Voices in my head I wish it could be quiet All these sounds bounce around Can it be quiet Can I get a peace of mind Can it be quiet All these voices in my head Can it be quiet Just be quiet yea Until I find silence Deafening silence Deafening Deafening silence Deafening Deafening silence

I know I’m going crazy baby yea Think I’m going crazy baby I know I’m going crazy baby yea You know You know I’m going crazy baby yea You know I’m going crazy Know I’m going crazy baby Maybe Im loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe I Im loosing it I did not try Yea I’m loosing it I know Maybe I’m loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe I Im loosing it I did not try Yea I im loosing my mind Jesús take wheel im swerving and nervous Yea it is so unnerving I just hit the curb Now I’m werving Now I’m whirling Now I’m twirling Now I’m spinning away inertia Has me going in an explosion Of So much past emotion Now I’m loosing my mind Maybe Im loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe I Im loosing it I did not try Yea I’m loosing it I know Maybe I’m loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe I Im loosing it I did not try Yea I im loosing my mind y Things went sideways Now I’m in a highway yea High speed drag race With my past mistakes yea Was in first place Then all the shadows came yea Opened up a door to the shadow world no one can escape How I do I get of here Take me out of all my fears I want to disappear The shadows near Maybe Im loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe I Im loosing it I did not try Yea I’m loosing it I know Maybe I’m loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe Im loosing it Maybe I Im loosing it I did not try Yea I im loosing my mind Crazy baby I think I’m going crazy baby You know You know

Back in my shadows Consumed by my shadows Im Im back in shadow town Im I’m back in shadow town Im Consumed by my shadows In shadow town Back in shadow town In shadow town Back in shadow town Im shadow town Right back in shadow town Consumed by my shadows In shadow town right back in my shadows In shadow town right back in my shadows In shadow town right back in my shadows Danny phantom I’m going ghost in the phantom planet Ghost and ghouls surround me I swear to god no I cannot stand it Taking power in me and now I’m losing my spirit I give in So lucid Pitch black darkness Can’t hear a sound Pitch black darkness Ain’t no way out Consumed by my shadows In shadow town right back in my shadows In shadow town right back in my shadows In shadow town right back in my shadows Consumed by my shadows In shadow town right back in my shadows In shadow town right back in my shadows In shadow town right back in my shadows And I’m numb to this And I’m numb to this Don’t feel shit No I don’t feel shit Niggas wanna act like a feel anything No I let go I’m emotionless Yea pitch black 50 shades of darkness Right back back inside my darkness Now I live in reside in my darkness No I don’t hide No I love my darkness Consumed by my shadows In shadow town right back in my shadows In shadow town right back in my shadows In shadow town right back in my shadows Consumed by my shadows In shadow town right back in my shadows In shadow town right back in my shadows In shadow town right back in my shadows Yea I’m at peace inside my darkness I found peace inside my darkness I found peace inside my darkness I found peace inside my darkness

I think I have a panic Going through that panic Only I’m going through panic Panic Panic Yea yea yea Yea Because I’m going through that panic yea In my mind I’m losing my mind from all this panic I am going through too much because this panic I feel like l am going crazy am I manic I’m losing my mind Loosing my mind because I panic You know my mind is beating so damn fast shit Heart is moving furious fast Hope I catch it really fast I’m going through this panic attack yea I think I’m going through that panic Think I’m going through that damage Think I’m losing it tonight I don’t think that I can handle it What am I to do Don’t know how the fuck to move What the fuck am I to do I’m about to go get lose Niggas don’t even know what I do I go crazy inside my own studio Losing my mind in my head in the studio Talking about all my shit in the studio Give me a vibe and I’ll be in the studio Talk about my whole life in the studio Cause I go crazy inside my own studio I’m gonna smoke a whole leaf in the studio Yea Because I’m going through that panic yea In my mind I’m losing my mind from all this panic I am going through too much because this panic I feel like l am going crazy am I manic I’m losing my mind Loosing my mind because I panic You know my mind is beating so damn fast shit Heart is moving furious fast Hope I catch it really fast I’m going through this panic attack yea I never expect you to care about what goes on inside My mind That’s why I just put it in the studio Yea You know I can’t feel nothing anymore I think I just smoke some weed and sulk All my feelings went in the backwood Went in the grabba leaf That is why I feel peace Losing my mind Do that shit so easily Do not ever question at the moment Because I’m floating Somewhere between the matrix and commotion I am losing focus I am losing motion I think I’m stuck Yea my whole heart is frozen You think a panic attack That is why I can’t speak This panic attack That is why I can’t sing This panic attack Is killing me That is why I can’t focus and think That is why I can’t talk and speak This panic attack is killing me No one cares that the shit is killing me Smoke my leaf then I feel peace Panic attack is attacking me Beating my ass Mental Illness jumping me

Tune doctor yea Tune doctor yea Don’t let me go babe yea She said she wanna die I told her I wanna die too When I’m not with you shorty I’m always feeling so blue What could I do without you I can’t go on in this life without you Take my hand Let’s go and do a dance In the middle of our room It’s close quarters now Won’t you come closer now And dear don’t leave my side I need right here I my arms Use your key to unlock my kingdom heart If you leave me now swear to god girl Imma fall apart Now god don’t do this bullshit you even start Cause I need you right in my arms The world’s ending around us Bullshit people around us But when I’m with you it’s ok we can just hold it down like you hold it down And no one else can hold me down like you hold me down I need you in my arms She said she wanna die I told her I wanna die too When I’m not with you shorty I’m always feeling so blue What could I do without you I can’t go on in this life without you Take my hand Let’s go and do a dance In the middle of our room It’s close quarters now Won’t you come closer now And dear don’t leave my side I need right here I my arms We argue back and forth You shake that ass back and forth When we ride back and forth I still need you in my arms You got me so disarmed Might fuck around cut off my arms I’ll give them all to you as long as you don’t leave me just please don’t leave my arms You know I think about self harm and so do you I had to stop you from ripping your arms open Cutting up your arms You rip me apart When you hurt yourself You hurt me too That’s why I’m feeling blue She said she wanna die I told her I wanna die too When I’m not with you shorty I’m always feeling so blue What could I do without you I can’t go on in this life without you Take my hand Let’s go and do a dance In the middle of our room It’s close quarters now Won’t you come closer now And dear don’t leave my side I need right here I my arms Yea Just don’t let go baby Just don’t let go baby I need you right here in my arms Need you right here in my arms

I think it’s kicking in Do you feel it I think that it’s kicking in Can you feel it The rush My love Off the drugs I’m asking Can you feel it Shorty the rush My love Off the drugs and all these feelings Can you feel them Can you feel them In the forest took another acid tablet I wish that we took a walk through it You know that I saw shadows in the wilderness Stay behind me I got it on me It’s a sword mixed bullets of holy water The undertaker might sink me under Hold me close just like no other The rush My love Off the drugs I’m asking Can you feel it Shorty the rush My love Off the drugs and all these feelings Can you feel them Can you feel them I see a gate opening The vortex is overtaking Oh no I’m falling in Right back into the abyss Woke up in a different dimension Where am I what was i doing Who am I how did I get here What happened to my one true love The rush My love Off the drugs I’m asking Can you feel it Shorty the rush My love Off the drugs and all these feelings Can you feel them Can you feel them The rush My love Off the drugs I’m asking Can you feel it

Run away Run away Hide away Run away Hide away yea Running away I wanna know what you’re running from I wanna know what you’re running from Pain drugs is it love all of the above I wanna know what you’re running from I wanna know what you’re running from I wanna know what you’re running from Pain drugs thugs love all of the above I wanna know what you’re running from You’re always breathless Always out if breathless You just wanna find a way out of the endless Pain of the darkness of the abyss She wanna run from all of it In the end her shadow always staying near In the truth it can’t ever disappear no That’s something she can never run from but She got her legs going way up I wanna know what you’re running from I wanna know what you’re running from Pain drugs thugs love all of the above Is it shooting stars ripping you all apart Is it really from all them shooting stars I wanna know what you’re running from I wanna know what you’re running from I Can I hide away from myself Can I run away from myself Can I run away from myself Is that something I can run from No That’s something that I have to let go I gotta break free from the hold Before it comes and takes back control Is that something I can run from No I wanna know what you’re running from I wanna know what you’re running from Pain drugs thugs love all of the above I wanna know what you’re running from Is it shooting stars bout to come rip you apart Is it something that you can’t hide away from No I wanna know what you’re running from I wanna know what you’re running from Can I run from myself Can I hide away from myself Can I run away from myself Can I hide away from myself Can I run away from myself Can I hide away from myself Can I run away from myself

I can’t tell the difference I swear I cannot feel shit Im still in the matrix Im still in the matrix Don’t know fact or fiction Red or blue pill I don’t know I thought I was in up in my zone I don’t know what’s real or fake no more I can’t tell the difference Im trapped in the matrix Im still in the matrix Im still in the matrix Red or blue pill I don’t know I just thought I was in my zone I can’t see a difference Don’t know real or fiction I thought I had a conversation in my head It was fucking real instead I thought I had it all in my head It’s all happening instead Freddie Kruger gave me nightmares on elm street Jason came through Friday 13th I thought I killed them In the end they were bodies I woke up surrounded by bodies Did I become a zombie The grateful undead they surround me The grateful undead deep inside me That’s I feel trapped in the matrix That’s why I can’t tell the difference The red pill I don’t tell the difference The blue pill I can’t see the difference I feel like I’m trapped in the matrix Is it a simulation or reality Either it’s my mentality Fucking me up and can’t see reality I don’t know the difference I can not tell the difference Im trapped in the matrix Neo let’s play uno A house of cards it falls apart Let’s go make a work of art I need the matrix Im trapped in the matrix The simulation gives me a midnight gospel Maybe I need an apostle An exorcism right now I got the blue exorcist I got the sword Yea I fight for my reward I feel nothing I can’t tell the difference I’m stuck in the simulation for the real You know I can not tell what’s real Mega man I got the blaster on mine Demons are coming up right on my heels You know I can’t tell what’s real A shadow man turn to a real face A real face turn to a robot The robot is eating my face I’m trapped in the matrix Real fake I can’t tell the difference I’m trapped in the matrix Cause I can’t tell the difference The red pill I don’t feel nothing The blue pill I don’t feel nothing Cause I’m trapped in the matrix And I’m trapped in the matrix Cause I can’t tell the difference Is it fact or fiction Fake news my information Cause I’m still trapped in the matrix I’m trapped in the matrix I’m trapped in the matrix

Yea Antidepress me love Antidepress me love Yea Mary Jane save me I’m feel lonely Needing a consoling love Antidepress me love Antidepress me love Said she off the zo Easy to let go Comedown hurts her soul This she knows How else can she deal with the madness that’s taking control We all medicate Something that she used to say Big pharma already has a grip on us It’s far too late Demons gotta grip on my heart Call it twist of fate Feel like there’s no escape Exhale all the despair with every hit I take Deal with this another day Too high I can’t feel my face Blame it on the purple haze love Mary Jane save me I’m feel lonely Needing a consoling love Antidepress me love Antidepress me love Madness overtakes me Heart skipping many beats I feel nothing love Antidepress me love Antidepress me love Flashback to middle school All these girls were cutting themselves I understood the circumstances but never tried myself It’s the craving Mixed with the self hating I need a distraction Let’s make a bloody painting Maybe that went too far Opened scars in your heart It just feels like my mind body and soul coming apart Sounds bounce around my head I call it a work of art Voices laugh inside my head I know they’re never far Mary Jane save me I’m feel lonely Needing a consoling love Antidepress me love Antidepress me love Madness overtakes me Heart skipping many beats I feel nothing love Antidepress me love Antidepress me love

I wanna run away from love I wanna go travel far away from all my love shorty I wanna fall away from love I wanna hide away Run away from love Try You know I hate being sober You know my cup runneth over With different opinions and emotions that I never can ever get over You know I’m dealing with greatness that’s so sad for me and I can’t let go of So how do I even deal with it Hold up Try They telling me over and over Either way the sun is fading over Loneliness is always on my shoulder The coldest I hide it away so you do not notice Put my feelings in the focusrite That is why I keep my mic at night Only thing keep me up tonight I wanna run away from love I wanna fall travel far away from love I wanna run away from love I wanna go fall away hide away from love Shorty When’s the last you loved I really miss your touch I miss your love shorty I wanna hide from love I wanna go run away Hide away from love I keep the tree right next me So I don’t relive the same damn dream Of demons stabbing me on my hands and feet elbows and knees I smoke release Till I find peace shorty But in the meantime I’ve been losing my mind shorty Try to leave it behind I get stabbed right in behind Loneliness I can’t let go off like my egotistical pride This weakness something I don’t try So I hide it inside But in my mind It’s tearing me up from multiple sides I wanna fall away from love I wanna go far away Run away from love shorty I wanna fall away from love Space dandy space racing intergalactical love I wanna fall away from love Am I in outer space or the afterlife my love shorty I’m falling outer space my love I’m in Inter outer space Fall away my love Try One day longer maybe I should try